Hope so...

It is the will to live that gives man the strength to fight. Diseases, difficulties, sorrows are overcome in this way. What if your will to live runs out? How to overcome it? Being like this for long enough to say I've been like this for as long as I can remember. Oh he's the worst. You forget yourself. You think that's life, you can't stand a second of life. That's what I experienced. I'm alive. A life away from myself. I can't say it's very enjoyable, but I'm getting over it somehow. I reflect my aggravated feelings in writing, in songs and sometimes in my speeches. I observe the unresponsiveness of those people to what I've been through. How can you understand a person whose life is all gray? How can you understand yourself when he can't even understand it, your feelings when you can't express it, and your self if he can't put it to himself. I'm asking you, can you understand someone who finds peace in a picture and relaxes in writing lost in music? It's hard.. Is this how you become an artist? have to read.

Am I gonna be something one day?

Hope so...