To New Beginnings

Dear Reader,

they say that if a person can't help himself/herself, no one else can. I feel like it is time to accept this philosophy today and I decide to sit down and write. Today, the fact that one of the most important people in my life, whom I call my brother and family, should stay away from my life made me want to sit down and explain myself. Because the main reason why this person is my life partneris that we share a big dream. To be understood… And because I couldn't manage to express myself in any other way than art, I started writing.

I am not a writer. I can't claim that my relationship with the book is better than other people. But I can say with certainty that these lines are filled with thousands of emotions. These lines are the complaint of a young girl lost in life. A narrative of how he went crazy thinking about the years of his life that should have been the most hopeless. An effort to find a way out with the exhaustion of life with PTSD, OCD and major depression at the same time. The inner voice of someone who learns from every step and just waiting to be understood. The helplessness of a poor person who has decided to write what he is afraid to express. The story of me, who never thought I was a special person, but had no choice but to tell it in any way I could because of the state of his life.

I'm going to cut my lines short for today, but I hope you want to listen to me.

Love, BadeB